This weekend is looking a lot busier since I just found out I have a position as a festival volunteer. I'm so so so so so excited. Also a bit anxious. Lots of things on my mind. One Finnish dancer that we met felt my back and said that I was tense.
My cheesy response to why I stress out is: I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders. Maybe I associate a relaxed attitude with idleness and apathy. Just as many good documentaries have tension, I see my tension as leading to improvement or some kind of resolution. Of course, if I had the choice, everyone would be content and at ease and satisfied all the time. But anyway... I guess I can focus on getting there myself.
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